Feb 18 ~ Blah

Well this past week has been full of emotional ups and downs...why? no idea..lol I just feel like my life is at a stand still and Im ready for the next step, but Im not sure what step that is or how to take it...confusing i know..lol. I want to go to school so bad next month, but there has been a few financial set backs lately, and like always I put others before my own needs, so the whole school thing might need to be put on hold AGAIN!! Okay well Im off to bed...Goodnight & sweet dreams :)



Giving Thanks ~ I am thankful for my daughter, I have no idea where or what my life would be like with out her :)


♥ Felicia

Feb 14th ~ Happy Valentines Day !!

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Happy Valentines Day Everyone!!!! Or for some people..Happy Singles Awareness Day!!


I hope everyone has a lovely day and you get to spend it with the ones you love..


Giving Thanks ~ I am thankful for getting to spend my Valentines Day with my daughter and grandma...We had a yummy breakfast at IHOP...and then later me and Alyssa (my daughter) are going to get a manicure for her, and a fill for me :)

♥ Felicia

Feb. 12th ~ It's been Forever....

Wow, it has been forever since I have blogged.


Life has been sooo crazy for me lately! I have a new job and my work hours are the absolute worst..I work from 2-11p, so I have a messed up sleep schedule, and the worst part is that I hardly ever get time to spend with my daughter. So on all my extra time and days off I spend with her, which leaves little time for blogging. I think on my last blog post I said that I would be blogging every week...but that didnt happen, I didnt post another till now, 2 months later...


Ok, so here is what new in my life...


Im enrolling in a Dental Assisting school here close to home, its only $2800 and 3 months long...very excited!!!


I just realized that my daughter is spoiled, and I'm trying to figure out what to do and if it can be reversed..lol, not having much luck...I want her to be well behaved and have respect for others, and well...its really hard unless you can keep on them every minute of the day...and I'm not around for much of the day with work..which leaves her with Grandma, and well grandma spoils her more than me...but Im working on it as much as I can......I sure wish she would have come with an instruction manuel :)


I have a new man in my life, but Im seriously thinking that I should be single until I get my life in order, Idk what to do. Hope he isnt reading this??? LOL


My sisters are coming to visit from California next month!!! I am sooooo excited! My family is my life, and I just wish things were different so that we could all be together again, but I am super excited that I will get to see them soon!!! For those of you that dont know...my siblings are like my own kids...love them and would do anything for them.


Speaking of siblings...my brother got his 1st DWI. Not to brag, but to vent about my feelings on the situation...He is so DUMB, he turned 21 last year and has been getting tickets since then....noise violation at one of his parties, public intoxication, a couple Minor in Posessions when he was younger... I just dont get it? Why do people have to drink and drive, I have done it once, and will never do it again, it was sooo freakin scary, I had to pull over. I worry so much about my brother, at that age you think it wont happen to you, then it always does. And a lot of the time the consequesces turn out to be really bad. So many people lose their loved ones from drinking and driving accidents, I wouldnt know what to do if my brother was ever in a situation where he was hurt or ever hurt anyone else because of his poor decision making. People dont think of all the lives they affect when they decide to get behind the wheel after " only a few beers "...


I feel so much better since I started this post, its like my own therapy session in a way, so relaxing and its always nice to get everything off your chest once in a while...


Oh yeah, I almost forgot.....Ashley Marie FINALLY posted some DIV layouts that I have been waiting for!!! there are 2 so far, and they are sooo good!!! Love you Ashleymarie!!


Giving Thanks ~
I am thnakful for the day I have got to spend with my daughter. I love when its just me and her hanging out, we went to the carnival in town and we rode the tilt-a-bear ride and the Ferris Wheel together, and it was the best time Ive had in a long time..definately a great memory to have..I love her soo much.

♥ Felicia